In that desperate running posture, Meng Qingzhuo saw with his own eyes her deep feelings for her mother. From her desperate posture, he saw that her eyes were full of sadness and her heart ached like a drill.
Meng Qingzhuo honked his horn so loudly that it didn’t attract Gao Shenran’s attention for a moment. Her mind and body were focused on her mother, Lin Tingfei, who was worried about prayer, anxiety and panic. She couldn’t understand Liu Jingjing’s meaning and didn’t dare to ask her what could happen if her mother had an accident. Radiotherapy was going on smoothly. She was in a good mood. She didn’t think about it. She also promised her that they would be happy and stay together all the time. How could she have an accident?
It’s impossible for Liu Jingjing to talk nonsense when she shouldn’t joke. It’s really not a good habit for her to tell her.
The horn of the car should not be high. Shen Ran Meng Qingzhuo lowered the window and slowed down. The name is Gao Shenran.
"I’ll take you to Gao Shenran’s car."
Gao Shenran’s panic and fear are genuine. Meng Qingzhuo’s voice still didn’t get into her ears. When she was a child, she held her fist and set up a stall with her mother. When she saw Uncle Chengguan coming to verify, she didn’t run so fast as she does now. There was a feeling in her mind that if Liu Jingjing spoke slowly, it would become true. She was afraid that she didn’t want such a result.
Meng Qingzhuo’s handsome eyebrows are deeply distressed. She is flustered, her face is straight down and carved into her eyes. His mood doesn’t seem to be easier than her, just like a huge stone is on his chest. He has difficulty breathing and his body is burdened.
He stepped heavily on the accelerator and let the car pass her for about tens of meters. He pulled over and jumped from the side door to meet her. The first two steps reached out and hooked her tight elbow.
Gao Shenran seems to have been greatly stimulated, as if she doesn’t know Meng Qinglong anymore. She can stop herself from running forward of cutting.
"Gao Shenran is me and I am Meng Qinglong"
Meng Qingzhuo put his hands on Gao Shenran’s shoulders until her mood stabilized slightly. He led her to the car and said, "I’ll send you wherever you want."
Simple words contain a heavy promise, and if she thinks, he will support her in everything.
Gao Shenran held Meng Qingzhuo’s strong and warm palm tightly, as if she had grabbed the last bundle of life-saving straw before she died. If she hadn’t been tightly buckled, she would have sunk to the bottom of the sea and drowned.
"Meng qingluo"
"hmm"
"Meng qingluo"
"It’s me"
"Meng qingluo"
"I’m here"
Gao Shenran seems to have got into her own unique place, and she has been calling Meng Qinglong’s name softly. Every time he answers her, the feeling that she can’t dock seems to be slowly relieved.
"Meng Qinglong, Meng Qinglong, Meng Qinglong"
She didn’t know that she could still speak, so she kept shouting out these three words in her heart. Because of this, she felt alive, her heart was still beating in an orderly way, and everything was still being carried out step by step.
"Well, I’m here. I’ll always be there."
Loneliness is not a solemn promise, but it is more important than a thousand pounds to make Gao Shenran feel at ease and Meng Qinglong feel sad.
Meng Qingzhuo took Gao Shenran and put her in the co-pilot’s seat to take care of her. The driving speed of the starter car was unprecedented fast but steady, as if an arrow was shot with unknown power, but it was decided that it would fall in the right place.
All the way, Meng Qinglong’s side face was filled with high Shen Ran’s emotions several times. She used to have a thin skeleton, but now she is shrinking in the window with one hand on her forehead, which makes the whole person more weak and sad.
And that weak sadness that belongs to her seems to be handing the skyshatter strength and holding up a huge stone in his chest, which makes his breathing blocked and his heart almost stop.
They were lucky, and it was a 40-minute drive. When Meng Qinglong was halfway there, he parked his car firmly in the hospital parking lot.
As soon as the car stopped, Gao Shenran quickly tore off the safety belt and stumbled into the hospital.
Meng Qingzhuo moves as fast as she does, and the car hasn’t stopped at the exact yellow line position yet. He is in a hurry to throw the car key to the parking old man and ask him if it’s because he looks up and can’t see him.
In a hospital like this, the old man probably knew that someone at home was dying, so he parked the car for Meng Qingzhuo and kept the car keys, so he would not let the security guard bother them because of such a trivial matter.
Liu Jingjing told Gao Shenran that something had happened to her mother, but she didn’t listen to anything else. At this moment, she met the head nurse on her way straight to the mother’s ward of the oncology department, and she also saw her face full of ashes and regrets.
"Gao Shenran, we tried our best," she said.
Gao Shenran didn’t listen. She didn’t even look at it. Run quickly and push the mother’s ward door two steps.
"High, high Shen Ran"
"Xiao Ran"
Her arrival shocked Aunt Li, who was wiping her tears at the bedside. She looked out of the window with her eyes red and thoughtful Liu Jingjing.
When they heard the door, they looked back and saw that she called out her name at the same time, but it sounded like a poisonous needle was quickly shot out of a martial arts movie and stabbed into Gao Shenran’s heart. She didn’t even have a chance to respond, and she quickly fell to the ground and was dying.
Gao Shenran also ignored them about ten paces from the door to the bed. She spent three whole minutes walking, chatting with her mother as usual.
"Mom, I’m here. What do you want to eat today? How about I go home if the food in the hospital restaurant doesn’t taste good?
Well, vegetable porridge and cold purple cabbage with freshly squeezed apple juice are your usual favorites. In the morning, you told me to have a good meal with my cousin in the evening. I think this discussion is very good. The three of us agreed to stay together all the time, even if the day is not rich and it is very hard. We must take care of each other and not be much worse than others.
Mom, my work is getting more and more smooth now, and my colleagues are very kind to me. Besides, I didn’t know that the supervisor’s salary was higher than that of ordinary employees by about 1000 yuan. No wonder everyone dreams of climbing. After mom gets her salary this month, shall we go shopping with my cousin?
Mom, don’t you want to go if you don’t talk? Well, I know you’re tired. Then you must say that you like what I bought, okay? "
She rambled on and said a lot of things, all of which she liked to talk to her mother when chatting. If everyone laughed at her, she would still feel that she was gentle. But now the scene sounds like a magic sound in people’s ears, scratching her ears and cracking her temples.
That’s how Meng Qingzhuo felt that his heart seemed to be in the blue of the deep sea, and the blue sea corroded his body and mind in a large area. He stretched out his hand and grabbed Gao Shenran. The situation in front of him was too cruel for her. He didn’t want him to be too straightforward and torn.
"Aunt, she may be really tired. Shall we let her have a good rest?"
Gao Shenran turned around and there were faint tears flashing at the bottom of his eyes. His eyes were red like a little beast about to get angry.
"Yes, my mother is asleep. She is too tired. This unfortunate illness has tortured her. Recently, she has been able to sleep well. Let’s leave her alone and let’s all go out, okay?"
She seemed to retract herself and erect a high barrier. Meng Qingzhuo’s handsome eyebrows flashed and her hands fell heavily on her shoulders.
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